Well it’s that crazy time of the year again.
I am really wanting to hear everyone’s thoughts on Christmas.
Your ideals, your true feelings of what it is for you now, today, & really what the true meaning is to you.
I really am not fondly excited for this time of year, it all seems full of greed, chaos & disappointing emotion.
I love giving,
I’ve never been the type, for all the receiving of giftszcsorry,for some reason it.makes me feel awkward.
I feel that the true meaning of this day, well it’s been forgotten, simply turned into wants, Hope’s of getting more materials objects then just being happy for family, friends & our lives we were given.
So here I am wanting to see, all the true gratitude for Christmassz who out there takes the time to really see & live the true meaning of this day, & who celebrates Christmas with there loved ones presents a side!
Let me know your thoughts…
So I’ll get back to my bargaining soon.
So in my life I’ve always put myself above any limits.
Yes, I have been very Presumptuous throughout my life.
I have grown to learn from that part of my past.
In a way it’s taken alot from me.
I am 37 now, it’s in a way simple, the life I live.
I really am or was doing great, it’s no one’s fault but my own.
I in a way have gone back into this downward spiral.
It’s nothing I feel like sharing at this time, although, in the future I will.
I really hope that there’s a soul out there in this non understanding life.
I really have always hid behind a mask, I know I’m not the only one…
Fort in life moments.
Well for all of you, this is the first of a long journey.
I started as a happy kid, as any childhood might.
I had a premiscuis
Although fun childhood.
I had fun friends, lots of country too explore, also my intrigued younger brother.
I always went head first into everurhing,, I wilts say no fear.
I am one that has the worst in life, although made myself push for self improvement.
I want everyone know, no one is us perfect.
I have had the most overwhelming life, as far as my teen yrs.
I want you all to know, this is for you.
I know all all about hiding, keeping your true self hidden.
I have had nothing but hard times, depression & never letting anyone really know my true self.
I’m heir for you, for the ones that need a friend, inspiration, or a voice to help.
I will throughout my blog, tell you my trials.
So I hope to hear from all of you. .